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[personal profile] denyingit 2025-07-25 02:37 am (UTC)(link)
Where are you?
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[personal profile] denyingit 2025-07-25 07:02 pm (UTC)(link)
In any, or at least most, other situation(s) Rumi would tease or say something about the cute network username. Now's not the time for that either.

Rumi's both surprised and so, so relieved, that he answers without her trying to contact him even more than that. And she takes the fact, that he shares his location to her like that as a sign, that he doesn't mind if she joins his company there. And also he's all alone there considering how they have their private meetings back home too. So instead of asking "Alone?" she leaves Jinu on read.

But she arrives there as fast as she can which is very soon considering how fast she is -- maybe a bit slower than one might expect from her if they knew her location considering -- everything else. Someone, anyone might see them here but she doesn't even care about unimportant things like that. At least the door closes itself once Rumi's on the roof too.

Rumi looks pale as a ghost, and so emotional and heartbroken like someone or something broke her into million pieces and she'll never be able to go back... He'll-- No. No, no, no, no, no, no. She wants him to be free and she has her plan, where he's supposed to be safe from anything too bad happening to him while they take down Gwi-ma.

No words which is extremely rare for her compared to how much she usually talks almost all the time.

Rumi walks to him with pretty fast steps. Maybe she'll punch. Maybe she'll kick his ass. Maybe she'll yell and do any of those things too!

Something that Jinu might not be expecting this time either despite how there was all of their cuddling and hugging because they had to do that to help each other with their freezing hearts? Throwback to their first private meeting back home with how he said he wasn't expecting a hug...

Well, this time he's getting an extremely tight and emotional hug. Mm, no, not a hug. More like an embrace where she buries her face into his clothes too and holds him tightly like she'll never ever let him leave from this world.
Edited (I'LL STOP EDITING NOW BUT I HAD TO COMMENT ON HIS ADORABLE NETWORK USERNAME OK) 2025-07-25 19:59 (UTC)
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[personal profile] denyingit 2025-07-26 01:47 am (UTC)(link)
Well, yes, of course Derpy and Sussie are there too. Rumi doesn't even count them to the word anyone since they're always everywhere with either him or her or both of them if they're in the same location. But besides them, there's no one else.

She really should punch him. She really should kick him. She really should yell at him for being a stupid idiot. She really should kick his ass and flip him to the ground and then throw him from the roof head first for being so stupid. Maybe that would knock some sense into this stupid jerk's head. Maybe she should have done all of that and more. It's not like he'd die if she did that here.

But she didn't come here to yell or fight.

Rumi holds herself mostly together even when Jinu wraps his arms around her so gently. Do you know how much she cries together with Mira and Zoey about well pretty much everything, Jinu? A lot and pretty easily, she can't even imagine how many emotional moments there will be between them now when they know the truth here and back home too. She's not like that around anyone else even though they show so many emotions including some tears to their fans too but that's an entirely different thing. There's maybe only about one tear until he holds her tighter too. That's what makes Rumi let her walls down when she can't stop her silent tears from happening anymore... Congrats for unlocking a new side of her. Again. Give her a moment, she'll collect herself soon enough. Don't be too surprised, she always seems like a really tough girl and leader but underneath that she's very sensitive too.

She wanted to set him free. For both his own future without Gwi-ma in it and also for her future together with him. She's yearning for that too, no matter how much she continues denying and hiding it.
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[personal profile] denyingit 2025-07-26 04:51 pm (UTC)(link)
Yep, if he was in fact an evil demon, she'd be a perfect vulnerable target for him. Luckily he's not. But when he tears up too, surprises her because she's not really expecting that but all things considered not as surprised by it as she could be. But she also realizes, that Jinu hasn't cried in all of those centuries. If she thought this wouldn't get any more emotional, she was wrong, but no, she didn't dare to jinx that earlier.

Rumi tightens her embrace. She's here. Jinu's here too. And they're both real, no ghosts here.

He'll be dead. Or he disappears. Is that any different than being dead or is that just a way of dying? He won't be there anymore. So... Dead, dead, dead, dead... She doesn't want to say about how she'll find a way to bring him back no matter how much she'd like to insist it right now. He can't-- It can't be over just like that. But now's not the time for it. Maybe Rumi from the future will convince both herself and Jinu about it if she'll ever be here from the same time as Mira and Zoey, so Rumi will just leave that to her. Besides, she thinks it could end up in a fight and that's the last thing she wants right now.

She just holds him even tighter again. Still not too tightly, probably. Hopefully. Give her another moment or two or whatever, she'll bounce back from this sooner or later.
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[personal profile] denyingit 2025-07-28 11:42 pm (UTC)(link)
His affection to her braid feels so nice and comforting. Maybe he'll find out just how long her hair is sooner than he thinks. She cuddles closer and pets his back in some attempts of even more comfort for him too.

Does anything even help much or for very long at this point? Okay, mind, be in such a dark place. For now.

She will go find him to see if he wants to return to her. Who knows, maybe he'd rather stay with his family (he has deserved it, none of them ever deserved to be separated from each other) but she'll check to make sure. No matter where she'll have to teleport and whatever she'll have to fight against to get back to him. She will go there with the girls and even with Derpy and Sussie if they're still around too because all of them could help too. Everyone always comes back to life in Sailor Moon all sorts of manhwa, manga, anime, drama series and whatever else -- and sure, that may be a different thing because they're not her real life but their home world isn't exactly just a normal world either, maybe it could happen there too. It will happen, it has to, that can't the end for them. Oh yeah and she'll totally tell him about Mira and Zoey knowing about her sooner or later.

She's wondering where Jinu's mind is going in all of this silence - she can guess some of it and she's right too when she figures he's thinking about his family.

Rumi takes a while to cry even more like she's really crying her eyes out here before she starts collecting herself from all of those million pieces. Jinu's here. She's still here too. There's still all of their time together in this world. It's the opposite of the end for them here.

That's right. Why is she thinking about their future back home, when she should be thinking about what are they going to do with all the time, that they still have here especially now after they know that?

What is she going to do? No idea, maybe she'll actually be honest about her feelings for him for once instead of being stupidly in denial about everything. This is absolutely not going to sound like any of those things, that she says whenever he riles her up on purpose because he knows how to infuriate her. Because she has definitely said things like she can't even go to an entirely different world without Jinu instantly following her there and whatever else, that she regrets now. At least they both hopefully know, that she doesn't mean any those mean things, that she says to him sometimes. She absolutely hates how hearing about him dying really makes her realize and admit so many of her feelings for him. How much Jinu means to her among everything else. Not that she wouldn't have admitted them eventually. But why does it have to be that to make it happen...? It shouldn't even happen to him, he was supposed to be safe. She tightens the hug again.

Rumi takes a deep breath. Okay. That's enough. Time to see if she can at least try to turn this around to help both of them but mostly to help Jinu. Hello hello, endless amounts despair, darkness, sadness and many other negative things, endless amounts of love, light, hope, harmony and many other positive things about to call him now when she's possibly finally done with most of her crying for now.

Rumi leans her head back, so that she won't be talking against his clothes. Hi. She sure may be very close his face right now. That's fine, it's not like she minds that at all. It makes her instantly blush a lot but that's fine too, better than talking without seeing his face when she's about to say important things to him. Or if he wants to lean on her shoulder or whatever to hide his face from her, he can always do that too. But she's looking at him with one of the softest, saddest and gentlest looks ever on her face.

"I'm... So, so happy, that we arrived here at the same time and that you're still here with me, Jinu, so that we could make all the memories here all the way from the beginning of our time together here and that we can still continue making all the memories here together. I never ever want to let go of you."

She's so tempted to kiss him. Wouldn't be their first kiss either. No. No, but she has more things to say, she just decides to start with that. Also umm, she didn't mean to say that last one yet, but it's out now and it's not like she still doesn't mean it. Just means Rumi blushes even more right after that.

Should she continue? Does Jinu want to say something? Not that he needs to say or do anything but at least Rumi takes a tiny break to see if there's anything, that he wants to say or do.
Edited (fixing my English and adding some lines) 2025-07-30 01:46 (UTC)
denyingit: (Baby / Babe nice try)

[personal profile] denyingit 2025-08-02 02:19 am (UTC)(link)
What is accepting it? Rumi's not accepting it. At least not here. Besides, she'll have to find him and kick his ass for ruining her plans of both keeping him safe and freeing him for all the reasons including so they could be together.

He could do whatever he wants here. Or well, they both can do whatever they want to do here.

Rumi nearly melts when Jinu leans his forehead on hers. He's so -- amazing, cute, adorable, sweet, she could go on and on with the words. Those words nearly make her literally melt too. At least it melts that sweet smile to her face once again.

"I would be just as lost without you here too just like I was back home before I met you... What do I make you feel? Or how do I make you feel?"

Both? Both what and how is great, actually. And he sure is getting a soft and gentle gaze from her saying he can tell her anything, everything, not that he necessarily needs that since it's always easy to talk with him about anything at least for her.

Jinu makes her feel so much too. Most of those things she tries to deny for all the more or less stupid reasons ever, maybe she'll stop denying at least some of them a lot sooner than she thought she would.

And yeah, she would be lost here without him. What would she have done if he hadn't arrived here with her? No, she doesn't even want to think about that. She wants and needs all three of them -- Jinu, Mira and Zoey -- to be in this world. And she's so, so, so lucky that they're all here.
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[personal profile] denyingit 2025-08-03 08:39 pm (UTC)(link)
Rumi looks like she's about to cry again mostly for completely different reasons and emotions this time when hearing those words make her so happy.

"Everything feels right every time I let you in and being with you feels right too."

Among other ways to describe how being with Jinu feels like every single moment when she lets him in. And she'd continue from that with something somehow but Jinu leaning and looking away like that makes Rumi stop. What? What's wrong? Rumi lets the look on her face ask that before she says anything but she asks the same questions quietly too.

And since when did she start looking at his patterns glowing like they're really pretty? She hates hers, they're a constant reminder of all the bad things and she's still on that long way of not considering herself being a mistake. But she doesn't hate Jinu or his patterns.

Rumi could never ever hate him. That's absolutely impossible. She sure as hell isn't anywhere near ready to say the three words or to hear them either but her eyes, gestures, and everything else tell pretty clearly how she feels about him and how Jinu means the world to her.

What? She can't hide her surprise at first. She gets over it pretty quickly.

"Okay. . . . That's okay, really, it's fine. It's not like we really even knew each other back then when you told me about it for the first time, it's not like you had to tell me anything and much less everything about yourself and your past."

But she appreciates it so much, that he told her and everything, that he's done to help her dealing with her own shame too. Oh look, she's seriously not even mad about it and he's once again getting a soft and gentle look from her and her tone is that way too. She considers touching his hair, or his face, but ends up really carefully, softly and gently touching his patterns instead. Maybe she can help with this darkness and shame too.

"What didn't you tell me about it yet? You can always, always tell me anything, I promise I'm not going anywhere from you."

That last one about not going anywhere sure is one more line that really makes Rumi blush a lot, it's just way too easy to admit things like that to Jinu. They sure haven't sung their song yet but she'd know the lyrics too after all of their time together here.
denyingit: (and I'll be right here)

lets see whether or not dw lets me post this huuuuuge darkness meets light wall in one comment

[personal profile] denyingit 2025-08-08 11:54 pm (UTC)(link)
Come to think of it, one of her last memories from home is that moment from her room...

When your patterns start to show
I see a pain that lies below


It sounds like Takedown but with an entirely different line than the one, that they'll have on the song. Because yes, whether or not she means to even sort of sing those words there, she does while she is looking at Jinu's patterns and seeing different emotions from Jinu because of that. And yeah, she has a lot of sympathy and empathy for them at least in his case.

"One of my last memories from home, trying to switch Takedown's lyrics..."

But that's that about them at least for now. Jinu seriously doesn't have to worry about Rumi leaving here. She's not going anywhere no matter what he'll tell her. They can do this. They can deal with whatever it is. In the same way, that they seem to be tackling a lot of things these days. Together.

She takes a breath. Not a very deep one, but still. Well then, Jinu, show her what's underneath and no matter whatever it is, she'll try her best to find his harmony or at least some of it... Along with sympathy, empathy, hope, light and so many other things, that she just seems to be the embodiment of most of the time.

Okay. He-- Rumi really can't hide being surprised and shocked at first. Clearly she wasn't expecting any of that at all. Huh? What? What the hell? He did what? "No. No..." Maybe she said she isn't going anywhere way too early. Is she about to deny the whole thing like she denies just about everything, that she doesn't want to believe or deal with?

Thank everything in Ellipsa's way of pulling them here because back home this will go differently even though they don't even know it at this point. Back home the plot must happen so Rumi won't have this much time or anything to think back to everything in that situation, where she's lost everything. HERE THOUGH?!! She has time here and she's had so much more time with Jinu here. Her mind rewinds back and forth to flashbacks so fucking fast inside her head, thinking about all the things, that they have talked about between all of their time back home and here now.

It makes no sense to her at all! He's not like that. He's never been like that. Why would he--? Wait! Wait wait wait wait wait waaaaaaaaait a minute, something doesn't add up here, there, wherever between his past and this or all of it.

". . . Are you sure?"

Oh great, now she's instantly questioning him after being shocked and so quiet for what may feel like a long moment?? NO, that's not it. Speaking of TAKEDOWN lyrics, she's 'bout to switch up these vibes, finally open his eyes, and kick Gwi-ma wherever the hell he belongs like Gwi-ma can get the fuck out from their lives here and fuck off everywhere else too.

"I just mean-- I really don't think you would have ever left them if you had known that that would happen. Hell no. That's not the kind of person you are..."

Jinu's not even leaving her, originally a total stranger and even worse, a Hunter, to suffer all alone with all of her problems with herself or even trying to make them worse while they're enemies. Or well, at least he's not doing that as seriously as he will in their future back home and even then she'll eventually take them more as attempts of trying to make her hate him and trying to push her away. There's no way in HELL Rumi would ever believe, that Jinu decided to leave his family -- the people, who were the most important to him all of those years ago when he's still haunted by them this badly.

She puts her hands to his cheeks, pulls him closer for a few soft and gentle kisses because no, she can't resist him or doing that even right now. Hey, clearly she's not going anywhere even after hearing that and sure, those words from her may sound like denial at first but she has so much more to say, she's just gathering her thoughts from all of that diving into those memories here.

"Listen... Feel free to interrupt at any point, but listen to me, okay?"

Okay, not as bossy as usual, not right now or this time. Looking at him and mostly into his eyes again whenever she can if he doesn't look away from her. He could do that and then she'd look at his patterns again and again.

"You told me in our first private meeting back home, that your family was starving and you tried to help all of you by playing your bipa everywhere but it didn't get you anywhere. So, you were extremely desperate and that's when Gwi-ma found you. At your weakest moment, when you were all alone and while you just wanted to do anything to save them. Anything including the deal with him and he knew how and where to strike, so he promised that new life to you at the palace and you thought it was meant for all of you."

All those small, fine prints in deals or twists with the devil to them and all that. Moving on...

"Or maybe he lied and said, that it was for all of you... Sure wouldn't surprise anyone at all, I bet he does that to everyone all the damn time. But after that he's been telling you this whole time, that you left them, you failed them and you left them behind to torment you with the worst memories of your life."

She swallows so hard because that and the next things, that she's about to say sure are trying to get this extremely sympathetic and empathetic girl very emotional. But she doesn't have time for that here. Or she'd have all the time but she doesn't want that, not right now. Rumi wraps one of her arms around Jinu again, caressing his face and hair gently, softly with the fingers and finger tips of her other hand. Shhhh, she's here, she's not going anywhere from him and she's taking him through this with her. She's going to drag her favorite demon ever, that being Jinu aka this most amazing demon ever out of his Hell even if it's the last thing she'll do.

Okay, her eyes are watering up a little but not too much for her to continue. Sure as hell makes her voice sound a little shaky and it might break a little here and there too but that's fine. She doesn't care about little things like that. Jinu is way more important even if she could take an even longer break but she doesn't...

"And I can't even begin trying to imagine what it's like to listen to all of that bullshit for over 400 years from something as manipulative, cruel, sadistic and merciless as Gwi-ma, but he manipulates everyone for deals for their deepest desires, right? He could have been twisting that thing however he wants, maybe even do something to your memories to make it even worse for you by making it show more and more like you left them because that's what he does with all of his tricks, illusions, lies and everything else to make you suffer to keep you there."

Like sure, she has listened to all of Celine's bullshit about how Mira and Zoey would never understand and how she must conceal and so on, but that's -- that's also really bad considering what it has done to her, she can relate and imagine even a little of what it's like to listen to all the lies and bullshit from others, but over 400 years of that is So. Much. Worse.

"Meaning you didn't leave them, or at least you didn't leave them in the way that you think. It's not like you meant to leave them. You just made a mistake by letting Gwi-ma get to you, but that could happen to anyone. It's what he counts on happening and what he's doing to everyone all the time. I wouldn't even call that making a mistake. And he knew you would let him in, while you were at that point in your life, where you wanted to save them and get a better life for all of you at any cost."

She takes a very deep breath after all of that. Finally done? Almost.

"Or at least that's how I'd imagine it went and what I think happened there. It would make so much more sense to me from knowing you and also from knowing all of that about him."

Over 400 years and no one else has ever said any or all of this to Jinu? Seriously? Well, it's not like he has ever told about it to anyone else. And sure, there might be even more to that but that's something to figure out / find out later, maybe.

She cups his face into her hands again and in case he is looking anywhere else, she makes him look at her, as in really look into her eyes. And yes, she's still pretty emotional but it's not the first or last time when he'll see her like this.

"It wasn't your fault. You were a good person, and you still are. Or if you say you're not good, then--- I say you're right."

What??? Is this a total betrayal at the end after all of that???

"Because you're so much better than just good... You're amazing, Jinu."

Amazing, incredible, wonderful and so on but so much better than just good or good enough. Especially to Rumi but this is NOT about her.
Edited (yes i wanted that darkness meets light into the title + small edit to one line) 2025-08-09 01:09 (UTC)
denyingit: (So sweet so easy on the eyes)

[personal profile] denyingit 2025-08-14 04:23 am (UTC)(link)
Yup. It's heavy hitter like that. Even if Huntrix won't be changing the lyrics or even performing that song back home. Or who knows, maybe the original lyrics could be used to fight against monsters here with or without some more or less little changes into them.

Anyways, yes, she cares about Jinu. So Much. They may be trained to hate demons and insult them and their patterns and everything back home but she's so past that especially with him. Teasing and other friendlier stuff like that not included of course.

Rumi would be so ready to stop him from going if he took even half a step away from her. No, no, please don't go, she didn't mean them that way.

No one could make all of that pain and suffering and everything else go away that easily when it's been there for such a fucking long time. But Rumi's glad she helps even a little or as much as all of those words and everything from her can help right now. But. It's a start. Good luck to all of that darkness in him if it thinks that she's done now, when her thing against it has just begun. And she will continue breaking through all the dark in him with everything after this too. Or maybe more like she'll do it so much more especially after this.

Crying is a chain reaction with Jinu too, apparently, because seeing his eyes watering up makes Rumi's eyes water up again. Fine, she'll let those tears roll. She's going to cry her eyes, heart and soul out about their future back home anyway. Not right now and sure, she already did some of that, but it'll happen so much more after this conversation too because she and her heart really are in million pieces about it.

And at the same time she's so happy to see, that she manages to make him laugh with that stupid cute way of telling Jinu, that he is amazing. She loves his laugh so much, she's going to make that happen so much more. Rumi really should expect that line from him right after that. But she doesn't, of course she doesn't.

"Thank you so much, Jinu."

Rumi doesn't say anything else but at least this time she says that. The fact that her eyes are like waterfalls after those words from him and the extremely emotional and happiest girl ever look on her face say everything so much better than she'd say with any words. Besides, if she tried to say anything, she'd just be a crying mess where it's sometimes hard to tell what she's even trying to say. That word from Jinu, and Jinu, mean the world to her. After all the hiding of who and what she really is, no one's said that to her. No one that she'd believe anyway because they never know the whole truth about her.

Of course she hears all kinds of stuff as an idol about how amazing and incredible and beautiful she is and so and so on, the list could go on and on. But Jinu knows her secrets too, so---- it's so, so different to hear that from him and believe, that he genuinely means it about all of her. Though now when Mira and Zoey are here from their future, obviously they know it too and love all of her too. But if they weren't, then no one else would see her the way Jinu does, and even then, those are different kind of ways to love her between him and them.

How does she even exist? Excellent question considering how she was raised and how that could have turned out really badly for both herself and her and Jinu. She found a way out, somehow, including becoming an idol, who are all about inspiring joy and hope to the world and even more so by meeting Mira and Zoey.

Wow, what a day. And it's not even over yet. Hearing a thank you from Jinu makes her melt a little thanks to their earlier moment with those two words.

"There's no rush for your heart to accept it. I'm not going anywhere from you. I'll be right here by your side and yeah, of course I will get through there eventually, by reminding you about all of that and everything else over and over again. I'll never ever give up on you."

No matter what Ellipsa will throw at them or how things go for them back home before it's all over for them there. For now.

Rumi returns that kiss. She gives him another kiss right after that.

"I'll always be with you." Here, and back home too once she'll get him back because she's still going to do that. No goodbyes and no more lies here.

And then she pulls Jinu into a passionate kiss, or well, into a passionate make out since she's not going to stop kissing him like that until she'll seriously need air unless he doesn't want it at all right now or he ends it earlier than that. It's absolutely one of her favorite ways to take a break from talking, or at least from talking with words since she'll let that kiss do all of her talking for now. And she never even needs to try to resist doing this with him anymore. Not that she ever even could resist Jinu, all of their time both here and back home tells that very clearly.
Edited (Me editing because oh right he could stop that make out from happening or end it earlier....) 2025-08-14 13:29 (UTC)
denyingit: (Why does it feel right)

text | un: Pop Star Royalty | actually let's say backdated to Saturday

[personal profile] denyingit 2025-08-18 07:35 am (UTC)(link)
[Jinu gets a reel from Ellipsagram that shows a sneak peek of some of the fair's attractions, food, and games as an advertisement to it.]

We could go there together? Just you and me.
Edited 2025-08-18 10:43 (UTC)
denyingit: (Baby / Babe nice try)

text | un: Pop Star Royalty BACKDATED to idek when but anyway, first real date time

[personal profile] denyingit 2025-08-22 07:57 pm (UTC)(link)
[Guess who ate at Fortune Panda? Guess who opened a Fortune Cookie there? Guess whose Fortune Cookie had this text -- aka included here is a picture of a paper from a text found in a Fortune Cookie.

"It's about time you asked that special someone on a date."

Right. Even the cookies are doing that. Well, since she stopped being in denial and all and they decided to go for this whole dating thing for real. Because saying they'd try it would have been just more denial because as if she doesn't already know, that this is going to work perfectly... She's still nervous asking this for real for the first time.]


So, I guess I'm asking you.

[Wow, very smooth. Nailed it.]
Edited 2025-08-22 19:58 (UTC)
denyingit: (My voice without the lies)

[personal profile] denyingit 2025-08-22 08:02 pm (UTC)(link)
[Yep, always here to be his personal tech support. Except whenever she sends some stuff without thinking, that he doesn't know what it means yet...]

Great! When do you want to go?
denyingit: (It seems - gotta)

[personal profile] denyingit 2025-08-22 09:47 pm (UTC)(link)
[Wooooooooooowww, luckyyyy that he has so much free time! And so does she...]

Well then, let's go today? Soon? As soon as I get ready?

[ ... clearly she can't wait to see him. ]
denyingit: (I'm yours completely)

makes him/you wait just to make this to be her 500th comment ever

[personal profile] denyingit 2025-08-23 04:38 am (UTC)(link)
Yes. Our first actual real date.

And even I won't ever call them anything else again anymore. Seriously, our first actual real-real date-date.


[Process that too, Jinu, like she was REALLY seriously serious about this and it wasn't just a dream.]

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